You can't put such a thing as that poor hurt French girl out of one's mind; obviously I haven't put it out of my mind even now. But, facts were facts: we had done all we could, and there was nothing more to be done. As John and I headed back to our hotel, we discussed the incident, and then tried to think of other things. It was hard. When you witness something that shocking, the rational part of you understands the limitations of the situation, of being human, of not being able to do more, and understands that those with medical experience are much more able--should be the ones--to deal with it, and that ordinary civilians could do more harm than good. But the heart doesn't reason like that, and there is always a bit that wishes, hopes, wonders if somehow you could have done more. And for us, there isn't closure. We will probably never know what happened to that young woman.
We are old enough to know that unless you move on past something that hurts and is difficult, unless you make the best of what you have, you do no one any good. It was our first day in Paris, a Friday. We had Saturday and Sunday, and then we'd leave on Monday.
We would make the best of our stay in Paris.
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